Monday, October 31, 2011

tempoh penuh.

menghitung hari,
masih tiada perkembangan mahupun tanda,

hakikatnya, menghitung 'diri'
mampukah diri ini?
menimang cahaya mata itu?
mendidiknya dgn didikan diri ini yg serba kekurangan,
menerima tanggungjawab sepanjang hayat,
...

Allah memilih jasad ini,
untuk menghantar 'utusan kecil'nye ke dunia,

syukur alhamdulillah,
sepanjang tempoh 9bulan,
ujian2 mmpu ditempuhi,
terasa diri ini mendapat sokonganNya,
berat bertambah, tp xmmpu pecahkan rekod berat maksimum sblm ni.hm.
nmpk je kecik, tp jangkaan berat si kecil dah tmbh tolak 3kg!

Ya Allah, aku berserah padaMu,
sudah lama jasad ini dengan nikmat sihatMu,
sesungguhnya aku takut,
menghadapi satu tempoh yg pastinye perit.
mohon kekuatanMu.

Monday, August 22, 2011

revolusi hati...


tiba2 rasa sedih...

teringat kejadian itu lagi...

akhir 2 tahun lepas, tgh fatrah imtihan...
tiba2 rasa sedih sgt2...xtau kenapa, nk menangis..

n beberapa org yg jarang menghubungi sy call, tnye khabar..
haha, xmau mengaku mse tu, siap wat lawak n tnye ade ape2 k,yg ttba call ni..

selepas tu,
lbh krg sebulan lps tu,
ma bg msg tu...
mse bace macam xpercaya.ma kate tnye kawan(ade sorg kwn yg dah tau)
tnye ma balik, ma kate suruh kuat je, ma xbgtau awal, sbb mse tu tgh exm..
ma........................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

itula hakikatnye...
mmg sbln lps, perasaan sedih tu bersebab...
lps tau tu,xterkata ape2...
ahli bait tnye kenapa, jwb selesema kot.. ='(

bile kawan tu balik, tnye kat dia..dia xtau-sbb msg ma xsmpi.
lps tu cakap sepatah je kat dia, xmmpu nk cakap ape2...

menangis lg...

mlm tu rse sgt perlukan teman kat sisi,
tp terpaksa duk sorg2...

rse cm dunia ni xadil!
terukkan...

bbrp kali teringt hal ni...
n pasti menangis lagi...

Ya Allah, ampunkan aku...
dan ampunkan dosa kedua2 ibu bapa ku!

kena kuat, dunia adalah mengikut apa yg kte tafsirkan..
berhusnu dzan lah...

rindu abah(arwah)...
smg abah tenang disana ya...


alfatihah...


Tuesday, January 4, 2011


Pada suatu hari, selepas Imam tersebut membayar tambang dan duduk di dalam bas, dia tersedar yang pemandu bas tersebut telah memulangkan wang baki yang lebih daripada yang sepatutnya sebanyak 20 sen.

Sepanjang perjalanan Imam tersebut memikirkan tentang wang 20 sen tersebut. "Perlukah aku memulangkan 20 sen ni?", Imam tersebut bertanya kepada dirinya. "Ah... syarikat bas ni dah kaya... setakat 20 sen ni.. nak beli tosei pun tak cukup", kata Imam tersebut.

Apabila tiba di hadapan masjid, Imam tersebut menekan loceng dan bas tersebut pun berhenti. Ketika Imam tersebut ingin turun sahaja daripada bas, tiba-tiba seakan-akan dirinya secara automatik berhenti dan berpaling ke arah pemandu bas tersebut sambil memulangkan wang 20 sen tersebut. "Tadi kamu beri saya wang baki terlebih 20 sen", kata Imam tersebut kepada pemandu bas tersebut.

"Owh... terima kasih! Kenapa awak pulangkan 20 sen ni.. kan sedikit je nilainya", pemandu bas tersebut berkata. Imam tersebut menjawab, "Wang tersebut bukan milik saya, sebagai seorang muslim saya wajib berlaku jujur".

Pemandu bas tersebut tersenyum, dan berkata, "Sebenarnya saya sengaja memberi wang baki yang lebih sebanyak 20 sen ni, saya nak uji kejujuran kamu wahai Imam. Saya sudah berkali-kali berfikir untuk memeluk Islam".

Imam tersebut turun dari bas dan seluruh jasadnya menggigil dan kesejukan. Imam tersebut berdoa sambil menadah tangan, "Astaghfirullah!!!, Ampunkan daku Ya Allah... Aku hampir-hampir menjual harga sebuah Iman dengan 20 sen!!!.

Sahabatku... Apa yang anda dapat daripada peristiwa di atas?

Ingatlah.. kita mungkin tidak melihat dan tahu kesan tindakan kita terhadap orang lain. Kadang-kadang manusia akan menganggap kita sebagai tingkap untuk melihat ke dalam dunia Islam...

Sesungguhnya pada diri Rasulullah s.a.w. itu terdapat contoh teladan yang baik.

"DUNIA sebagai ALAT, AKHIRAT sebagai MATLAMAT"

Monday, January 3, 2011

appreciate ur life! u're the priceless one

LIFE IS LIKE A BOX OF COCONUTS

To love is like playing the piano. First, you must learn to play by the rules. Then, you must forget the rules and play from your heart.

As long as we have memories, yesterday remains, as long as we have hope, tomorrow awaits. As long as we have friendship, each day is never a waste.

There are some things that we never want to let go of. People we never want to leave behind, but keep in mind that letting go isn’t the end of the world. It’s the beginning of new life.

Sometimes, it is good to be ‘alone’, but that doesn’t make us lonely.
It is not a matter of being present ‘with’ someone, it is a matter of being present ‘to’ someone. Many people will walk in and out of your life, but leave footprints in your heart.

The greatest regret in our lives are the risks we did not take. If you think something will make you happy, go for it. Remember that you pass this way only once!

Heartbreaks will last as long as you want and cut deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

True love doesn’t have a happy ending. That’s because true love doesn’t have an ending. A heart truly in love never loses but always believes in the promise of love, no matter how long the time and how far the distance.

We are never given dreams without also being given the power to make them come true.

Learning how to be alone need not be lonely; it means you’re ready to be with someone else.

A casual friend will say, “Hi, hello!”
A close friend adds, “How are you doing?”
But a true friend further asks “What can I do to help?”

Lots of people will want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.

God never closes a door without opening a window. He always gives us something better when He takes something away.

As I look back on my past, I remember the tears I cried, the jokes I laughed at, the things I missed and lost, but there’s one thing I’ll never regret, it’s the day you became my friend.

Love has its own time, season and own reasons! You can’t ask it to stay, you can only embrace it as it comes and be glad that for a moment in your life it was yours!

We have no rights to ask when sorrow comes, “why did this happen to me?”
Unless we ask the same question for every moment of happiness that comes our way.

The recipe of friendship
1 cup of sharing
2 cups of caring
1 cup of forgiveness and hugs of tenderness
mix all these together… to make friends forever

just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to, doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have.

To discover new oceans, you should lose sight of shore. Happiness is like perfume, you can’t pour on others without getting drops on yourself.

In relationship, thanks god when you’re hurting or crying. There you are given the chance to measure the important of the relationship of the person and of yourself…then you grow.

Friends are like stars. You can’t always see them, but you know they are there. Have great hopes and dare to go all out for them. Have great dreams and dare to live them. Have tremendous expectations and believe in them.

Life is like a box of coconuts, you’ll never know if its crushed or not.